Hey guys, Jessie here.
I am sorry I have taken a temporary hiatus from this blog. Yes, I've published a couple of bullshit poems but no updates about my life - because it's definitely in the "If you only knew" category of the library. Or maybe it would be titled something more like "So That's Why She Threw A Car At Me When I Asked Her How She's Doing".
I have been busy with becoming human again. I've been battling another pretty shitty relapse with my depression. I felt it coming in February....but I just told myself that it was just the comedown from the holidays and I was dealing with more than I wanted to admit. Christmas came and went, as did New Year's and Valentine's day, and as I'm typing this I'm feeling the same way that I did back then when I locked myself in my bedroom for a whole weekend trying to shut my brain off.
And then there has been the catastrophe regarding ending relationships, empty nest syndrome, changing jobs, a global pandemic and as I am typing this, a brand new cutting of chords that hurts worse than childbirth. All of which I will write about when I am in a better head space. It would probably help if I had said something about it before now.
But anyways....instead of wading in my pool of sadness, I figured it might be time to phone a friend and write about it. So, here we are.
2020 can suck it.
